I got back on the topic of medication with my therapist today, and he recommended generic Selexa. I'm going to see my GP at some point in the next few weeks and ask him to write the prescription, then we'll see how well it works. I'm not looking forward to it, really, but I am hopeful that it will help. I think I've done almost as much as I can on my own, and I just need something to make things easier. I'm not content to stay where I am.

I watched some of the songs from Les Miserables on PBS last night and it made me remember how much I used to enjoy musicals. I hope it comes back to Broadway sometime soon, because I'd love to go. In related news, Trey Parker and Matt Stone just finished writing a new musical called The Book of Mormon, which is supposed to be phenomenal. I love everything else they've ever done, so I'm going to have to go see it when I can get tickets.

I'm going to a Rangers game in a week or two. I can't wait! Hopefully by the time I go we haven't been knocked out of the playoff race. We're hovering just on the edge right now, still in 7th or 8th place, and we've been winning of late. I hope we can keep it up, though I'm not sure we'll go deep if we do make the playoffs. I'm so sick of Glen Sather and his complete failure at being a GM. Yes, he had success elsewhere, but in the last decade we've won two playoff series. Nothing else. Why keep a jackass who just wastes money on big name players who are past their prime? Jagr was probably the only good acquisition he's had so far with us. It remains to be seen whether Gaborik will perform up to what we expect. Last season he was great, but this year he's gone right back to being hurt all the time and only has something like 19 goals. He's invisible when he's actually playing, and at this point I wouldn't mind trading him. We have a good core of young players, but we need a real sniper. Somebody who you can rely on to score 30, 40 goals a season. Who knows where we'll find someone like that, but without that kind of player I don't see us winning a cup any time soon.

Everything else has been good, not much to talk about except that I'm excited about the warm weather and summer. I'll get to run outside and go to the beach, and there are a lot of fun things coming up. I'm thinking about taking some kind of martial arts class depending on how much they are, and I'm still trying to find a way into the art community here. I just have to keep on keepin' on.